i still love you.
welcome you back w/ open arms.
but this time.
promise.
you’ll stay?
i still love you.
welcome you back w/ open arms.
but this time.
promise.
you’ll stay?
hopefully this time, you stay.
so i got a AIM from someone today sayin they was and old homie. they new hella shit bout me. and i didnt kno who it was. but after the whole conversation. i had a feelin it was that someone ive been waiting for. and if it was you, you would hit me up again. and tell me who u are. koz i miss you too.
because ive been lied to so many times in my life, i kno right off the bat when someone is lying to me. by the way you look, you sound? even through txt. so if your gna lie to me. make sure u dont lie better? koz then it would be pointless right? right.
anyways.
i miss you NDK

this was like one of the last years i spent with you.
14 years with out seeing you?
kills me everytime this day comes around.
your out there somewhere with your new family.
and i kno you dont care about me.
and it hurts. so much.
specially on this day when i hear everyone talkin about how wonderful their father is.
what bout my father?
you wer barely there.
yet your last name is what i carry every day.
i just dont understand how you can create a life and just abandon it?
14 years. 14 years of wonder.
wonderin where you are?
how your doing?
what you look like?
if you miss me?
even if you love me?
im not mad, angry or anything.
just really disappointed.
i really miss you.
i wish you wer here to see the life you helped create.
happy fathers day.
Day 3 — Your parents
Dear mom.
thank you for everything you have done for me. i love you every day of my life, and if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be here today. i know i havent been the best daughter. but i am gna try my best to change how i am so that you can be proud of me everyday of your life. so u can love me everyday too.
Love,
your daughter.
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Day 2 — Your Crush
Dear “crush”
Ms. Hayley Kiyoko!! ugh!! your sooo hott, and i have the biggest crush on you!!!!!!!!!!!
Love,
your crush.
Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Dear BestFriend,
Nadine Maghirang, you whore. we’ve been best friends since 2002. we’ve been through so much shit, that i couldn’t even imagine going through with you. we’ve fought and hated each other for a while. but we both put it behind us. and thats why your the only one i can really call my true bestfriend. we tell each other our secrets. everything and anything, our sex lives, our family problem. anything. and i love you for it. i will never find another person like you. no matter how hard i try, (not that i’ll look). even during the times when we werent talking. i knew one day we would both come to our senses and be best friends again. i kno at the end of the day if i didnt have my self to count on, you would be there. damn, bitch 8 fuckin years? haha. damn, imagine we actually did all that shit. we fought all those times. and look at where we at? i honestly dont think i coudlve gone thru most of my teenage years w/o u. and im glad your are still in my life. and your not goin anywhere, koz i kno im not. i love you, you whore! ok. bye.
Love,
your Best Friend.
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

the RIDE or DIES.
drama to us is like white on rice.
but at the end of the day,
wer still ride or dies
When people post up a picture of themselves and go “EW” or “I look ugly” If you think you look ugly, then why post up the damn picture in the first place ?! -_-
I thought I should have these on my blog. Be like a Peter Griffin. Nawhmean ? [x So I’ma be posting what I hate each day. I’ll try to :3
(via niajayy, frontpageher)